You may be able to chart a map of a person’s psyche by the choices they make when they travel. Every individual has his or her own psychogeography comprising the places they have visited, those they won’t visit, and the ones they long to travel to. Join the dots and you will begin to see the shape of their yearning, their love, their prejudices, and their fear. Let me unroll a map of the world in front of your eyes; I close mine and my finger takes me to the places I wish to visit over all others: here’s Mongolia, a place that I skirted when I was in Siberia; there’s Alaska, a challenge to my urban pedigree and sensitivity to the cold; Buenos Aires in Argentina, where Julio Cortázar, a hero of mine, grew up, and above all others, Japan.
When I was a child my parents sold their apartment in Madrid to a Japanese couple with a son. Even then, when the only foreign country I had visited was Portugal, I could tell that these people came from a place very much unlike Spain. They spoke fluent Spanish and were well acquainted with Spanish culture, the husband was a tour guide and played Spanish guitar and the wife worked for a Spanish airline, but their manners made them stand out: they were unfailingly polite and discrete and they held what I thought was a melancholy smile every time we met them. My parents invited them to an asador to have roast lamb: they loved Iberico ham. They reciprocated by taking us to a Chinese restaurant. I expect there were no Japanese restaurants in Madrid in the 1980s or perhaps they thought Japanese food would be too much of a challenge for us. Their son gave me a wooden doll in a lacquered kimono holding a parasol. He said her name was Yuki, meaning “snow” in Japanese. I told him we had the same name in Spanish, Nieves. Now I live in Ireland, a place where a name like Yuki would make you the bull’s-eye for all sorts of bullies, but back then I thought it was wonderful, and I told everybody about my doll and her name. The Nakamoris, for that was their family name, finally moved in before Christmas. We moved to a much bigger apartment with views of the snowy mountains. Amongst my belongings Yuki took pride of place on my new vanity table. She is still there in my parents’ house.
A few months after our move we returned to our old neighbourhood to say hello to some friends and we called in to the Nakamoris. Only the mother and son were there. She wasn’t expecting us, which I suspect is a definite no-no in Japan, but she was gracious and sat us down and offered us some tea and sweets. Hospitality revolves around food in most cultures: tea and cake or biscuits in Ireland; olives, cheese, almonds and a beer in Spain. Ms. Nakamori gave us Turkish tea and Japanese quince paste, a challenge to a Spanish child’s palate. I was far fussier with food as a child than I am now but I knew, instinctively, that refusing the food was not an option. Perhaps it was that melancholy smile suggesting an underlying sadness that I did not wish to awaken; maybe the transformation of the sitting room I knew so well in somebody else’s hands told me that I had to play by different rules, or perhaps my parents had mentioned that the Japanese were fond of ceremony and ritual and being an obliging child I did not want to spoil the occasion. I will never know but as I held the sickly sweet quince paste in my mouth praying it would vanish before I had to swallow it I had my first proper encounter with an alien culture.
The experience left an indelible impression: I think I learnt that being in the world sometimes requires suppression as well as expansion, a lesson that a Spaniard must of necessity learn at some point if she wishes to be a true cosmopolitan. I also realise now that some of the mores I identified as culturally Japanese resonate with my own make up: a love of ceremony and ritual; a recognition of the fragility of the individual ego vis-à-vis society; an appreciation of subtlety and indirection. I would not claim to know much about Japan now: I really enjoy their food –on which, incidentally, Spanish Jesuits had a definite impact introducing the Spanish custom of frying in batter, “tempora” or tempura as the Japanese call it; I love Murakami’s fictions and Ozu’s films; I took a foundation course in Japanese a couple of years ago. I am still deeply intrigued by Japan.
Not long ago I met the Japanese tourist liaison officer in Ireland. An attractive and stylish woman in her early thirties, she loved traditional music and played the fiddle, and spoke impeccable English. I don’t remember her name so I will call her Yuki. Yuki’s job is to support Japanese visitors in difficulties. These often involve various kinds of cultural shock. Every year a Japanese student staying with an Irish family will have some sort of break down because he or she finds the family too direct or intrusive. I wonder how many tourist liaison officers they need in Spain if Japanese visitors find Ireland a bit of a handful. Five hundred of them may find themselves with their hands full around the clock.
The night I met Yuki we ended sitting next to each other in a pub and as she did not know most people there I spent an hour or two conversing with her. She told me about her job, and perhaps because of my childhood encounters with Japanese culture, I asked her a question I had long wanted to ask: if I was invited to dinner in Japan, I said, how would I know when they wanted me to leave? She paused to think for a second and then answered: “You don’t. You’ll never know.” I laughed, and then Yuki added: “Except in Osaka: Osakans are very abrupt. They have this special kind of tea that they take out after dinner to signal that they want you to go.” Thinking about this, I could marvel at a culture that considers the serving of a cup of tea as a sign of eviction abrupt but I prefer to think that Osaka tradition confirms something I have known all along: food speaks its own language. Listen and learn.