Some weeks you just have to face that there are interplanetary forces beyond your control at play. You have no choice but to accept that the fucking Moon is on Uranus and move on or, more likely, move sideways, like a hobbling crab on a rocky beach looking for shelter in a crevice.
This last week has been one of those weeks for me: I am liberally using the term week to cover the last ten days and counting. The shit fest may last a fortnight or longer, who knows.
There have been shootings indirectly, but worryingly and freakishly, connected to my future, I kid you not. There have been misunderstandings; acute pains; a sense of foreboding and dread; darkness.
On a political level, the UK chose to leave Europe for the stinkiest reasons possible, unleashing a tide of ill feeling and queasy regret that is wafting across the Irish Sea; making these last few days as depressing and unpredictable as the I-am-taking-a-dump-on-your-head-Seven-Plagues-of-Egypt weather that has put the kibosh on the brief summer spell we had at the end of May.
To top it all up, I went to bed last night having learnt that Partido Popular (a de facto criminal organisation mired in corruption and malfeasance) has won the election in Spain, getting more seats in Parliament in this second round than they did at the end of December. Their “ideology”, and I am using the term very loosely, revolving around the worst tenets of greedy free market policy and intrusive narrow-minded social conservatism, has garnered around eight million votes. I realise once more that Franco’s ghost is still haunting Spain: a mediocre, vindictive, choke-the-air-out-of-the-country spectre that will not be rid off until we perform the collective exorcism that we are too pusillanimous to face.
There just aren’t words to describe the ill feeling that has taken over me. Well, there are, in English they mostly start with “f”; in Spanish they include some highly scatological takes on the holy host. I will spare you the details.
I tend to make minor corrections to these rotten spells through food and drink but fate has not finished slapping me around just yet. This afternoon I stood at the cash register of my local supermarket with a bottle of bubbly and some coffee cake, amongst other treats, hoping they would provide an antidote to the poison of the week. As I am about to pay, the cashier informs me that they are not taking Bank of Ireland cards as the servers are down. I have no cash. I leave everything behind and I go home with my tail between my legs.
There is some cheddar cheese and the dregs of some take away salad in the fridge.
Face it: the fucking Moon is on Uranus.